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[October 01, 2006 @ 12:38pm] [ mood | scared ] This s my first entry - brace yourself. I'm in my Samantha's (greatest girlfriend in the world) room and she's making me write this... but really, I just want to start eating our beef dinner which is almost ready. I've officially moved into my new "home" and therefore, my old home is no longer existent. I'm having a lot of trouble coping with this. Especially since I've been living there for the better part of 19 years. I'm relieved to finally be out on my own and out of Sarnia, but I'm also pretty goddamn scared. I know, even if I come back home, a year from now and move back in.. it won't be the same. My sister has moved into my old room and I won't be getting it back. So this leaves me wondering whether I'm actually ready for all this change. I'm all alone io a big city I know nothing about. I guess I can only hope for the best and know that the people who love me are going to help me through this. Luckily, the love of my life is only 45 minutes away and is incredibly supportive.. so I have that. Well, I'm going back to bed.. until that beef dinner is ready for me. I need some beef. Read (1) Comment

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